i've been saying i was gonna move for like the longest time (i really think it has been few years!), and i FINALLY have!

i can haz a new spanky domain at wordpress, so those who have been following me loyally, i'm sure you have no trouble finding my new playground!

let's hope this lasts! despite all the negative remarks about my new blog, i have grown an strange attraction towards its apparently 'all over the place' layout. let's see if you share my sentiments!

see you at wordpress ;) i think i ought to be updating more frequently there!

a random outburst of an animated 2 minute conversation in the midst of dull mundane studying:

me:
AI KANT VAIT TO SHOPZZZ
IN ZE MALAYZIA
AND ZE UK
AND AND ZE YOUUUUUULOPE!
(dont ask why suddenly got krazy accent ok, blame microeconomics! *shifty eyes)

victim:
u is needs to study firstz my darling
(yah way to burst my happy bubble!, but- i dont give up!)

me:
butbut, you no wantings to ze shopping???
ZE SHOPPING!!!!!
oh, oh! LE JIAT TELLS ME IN CONFIDANCE:
THAT ZE UK
IS ON MASSIVE SALE!!!!!

victim:
haha, summer sale mah!

me:
but HE ZAYS: "SHHHHHHHHH SUSI. TELL YOU TOP SECRET"
SO IT IS PIRATE /(PRIVATE) INFORMATION ARRRR! *does pirate hook arm arr!*
YOU MUZ GUARDS IT WIVVV YOUR LIVEEZ *does pirate cock stare* (very in character, gosh)

ah, summer sales!
among the many other beauuutiful things i so look forward to this winter. :)

i'll divulge my winter break plans next post! :) so excited!

hoboy last paper syndrome! and its my hardest + havent started nuts! in fact thanks to my amazing timetable i havent touched this subject in a month! i is need to hardcore hardcore buzz buzz buzz ohmmmm ohmmm and soak in micro goodness.

but but all i can think of is the beautiful promise of parties & whatnot that await us :) :)


okok! must stardee then party like a rockstar after.
THEN HOME GLORIOUS HOME. cant wait cant wait!

hyper at 2.14pm,
sulynn.

i feel like i forgotten an important stamp of clarification that says: hey ha! holdup horsies :) purely fictional, well, in context of MY life anyways. just food of thoughts from a mash-up of snippets of people's lives i observe around me.
yesssir i'm easily strayed when supposedly deep in concentration about equity carve-outs.

has it lost its sparkle? she wonders

she contemplated bringing it to the jeweler's for repair works but immediately dismissed such thoughts for fear that doing so admits its imperfection, fear that doing so reveals her decision was flawed in the first place.

but most, she feared it may pale in comparison to all the new pretty jewels in that big magical store, and we all know how that might lead to a expensive replacement.

oh you can't blame the heart's weakness for all things shiny sparkly and glitters!

are you going to punish her for disloyalty or praise her tactfulness for the need of her self-improvement and seizing opportunities?

mommy always say, never settle for less!
question of her heart should be: does it deserve me? rather than do i, it.

moral of the story: always get a warranty. and pray that everything the heart deals with, doesnt come with a heart, too. for that deals with more than just transaction costs.

BRB. VERY STRESSED.

beyond dead for my next 2 papers.
and just so i can give graphic emphasis to my 'i am dead'ness, here's an old picture, of jiale and i embodying the likes of an undead/zombie: (brace yourself)


heh, complete in baju kurungs all too!
got it from a very very! old post: *click* semangat all last time got annual halloween themed posts. (eh shy ok damn childish leh my old writing dont judge it was eons ago!!!!!!) and gosh even in 2006 hoi has been terrorising my entries! geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez boy, you never go away do you?

*joking.
not really.
aiya stress ok can say as much shit as i want. i am SCREWED with a gigantic capital S!!!

:( :( :(

not-so-much-of-a-secret: exam's tomorrow, i'm doing everything but studying.


"you're always trying so hard to find the balance!"
"finding it is not the hard part. i can't define where the balance should be at"
"haha you silly scorpio. your birthdate is too close to being a libra, you want to be like one of us- finding the damn balance. unfortunately, unlike you, we found it!"
*insert -___- face* "balance! *scoff* you're just a stoner libra- you don't care about the balance! heck you won't know balance if it hit you in the face!"

:P

we worry too much about the future. we worry too much about the first step. we worry too much about not being at the right place, at the right time, not meeting the right people, not saying the right things. sometimes, we take a step back, recognise the foolishness and say hey- everything happens for a reason! missing that tram, losing the iphone, losing a friend, splurging on those food. until the next task at hand- at least. we then morph back into our mechanistic self- plunging ahead, worrying about the next step, worrying about doing the current step right.

(replace 'we' with 'i' and reread the paragraph)

i dont know how i forget over and over again- about the simplest things. it's not getting there, it's the journey you cherish.

we were having one of those pensive talks that day (think: 'where do you see yourself in 15-years' time', 'if you found out your unborn child was handicapped, would you abort?'- questions of that sort),

i asked "what do you think about life"
he said simply "life is beautiful".

for some inexplicable reason, i was thrown offguard for a moment. like i never knew 'beautiful' could be used to describe life, or be in the same sentence for that matter. odd, seeing how it is really quite a common phrase. maybe i was expecting a longer pause, a more complex and ambiguous answer, one that span across 3 sentences or so.

okay so i just gave out the gist of my answer. but isn't life a serious business? how could you sum it up in one simple word?


this semester passed way, way too quickly. many new faces, much loved old ones. i can't believe i'll soon be bidding farewell to at least 2 of my dearest friends, whom i might go to the extent of exclaiming- helped define and shaped most parts of my melbourne. whose laugther and mere presence brigthens up my day, really! i don't think i've sported a sour face or a solemn thought around them!


fickle me has decided. (well, as of now, 3.58pm:) no. i'm in no hurry to grow up. despite the worries and plannings, all i really wanna be is an ignorant student. please mister tick tock, i will your hands to go slower.

am a true hypocrite! was wishing i could fast forward the weeks so i could wake up in july *shameful hands up* majorly guilty as charged. but for that i have an excuse.

an excuse in form of a secret! a secret i'm dying to shout on the top of my lungs for the world to hear! carve it on the pavements so that every stranger will know! ride those special aeroplanes with the squiggly white smoke messages just so i can tell mr pilot to spell out my secret!

i dont mean to gloat, i'm just very happy about it.

heh, patience. i'm pretty sure i can't contain all the bubbles of happiness in me for much longer now. :)

now, why was i thinking life can't be beautiful again?

i'm more composed than a month before. i've re-discovered (how did i lose it in the first place?) tweaking my emotions and defining a better state of mind. no su lynn, it's not considered manipulating your thoughts and conforming to the world. it is simply the art of adaptation. we shouldn't merely survive. we want it, and there's no stopping us wanting a good time achieving it.

and hello to more nonsense of my procrastination! (teehee told you i've learnt more tricks in iphoto)

en route Bath with darling Jiat as the best host <3

and now. please, let me be productive today.
(my assignment also wrong figures aih sienn ^!@#$%^)

hyper at 6.36pm,
sulynn

procrastination means waking late, editing pictures, discovering more of iphoto goodness, and sharing pretty autumn pictures with the world! these pics were taken at my recent dandenong eating trip (trip! the cue to exclaim omg sulynn stop going out and start studying! would be now) lemmi show happy me posing with kahlourfuh leavesss :D

/update 2: hahahahahaha i'm definitely einstein's descendant. today i found out i set the alarm time but omitted switching it ON. i'd say its okay for there's always an early Friday but we all know that's just being silly. Friday is no uni-sleep in day!
next week laa *sheepish*

/update: okay so waking up early today was major fail. genius me set the alarm to PM! lol wtf hahahaha *hides face in tiny corner*.
NVM. here's to an early THURSDAY. *shy

one fine morning (it was yesterday) at 8 ungodly am, the buzzer went abuzzbuzzzz irritating the hell out the me who then was already behind in cramming for my investments midsem (930!)

it was a delivery man.

he came bearing this cutie.