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Wednesday, October 21, 2009

fuzzy lil pillow thoughts

feels like i'm in this tangled web that i spun, but it actually isnt that complicated, really. take two steps back and another glance, i guess you can even call it a beautiful mess.

so so silly, to be so clouded and flustered. but here i am.

what i need right now, is to be less caught up in those fluster of thought bubbles, and channel my energy into these few weeks of crazy workload.

i try, i try. but i find myself in the atypical stress-sleeping marathon of mine. i also just got back from a movie (500 days of summer! i loved it!), and the supposedly quiet hardcore weekend is somehow boasting a happy event or two which i extremely look forward to, but dread its dismissal. the end of the weekend would be quickly replaced by the horror of the final week of semester 2.

then i fantasize about home. i will be home soon! reunited with the parents, the family, the friends, and oh, THE FOOD. the prospect of being home gets me smilling gleefully at my medicine notes (assgn due next week DIE LA DIE)!

today should be a happy day. today is a happy day. i need not repeat it to mean it. but yeah, on other days, today is a happy day. i received happy mail packages, both in the post and the hotmail inbox. <3 i am one very lucky, blessed girl.

i just dont know if i deserve it.

they say all you need is love and sunshine.

you can have love, you can have sunshine. but what you need most is the heart to soak it all in.

hyper at 11.40pm,
sulynn.

p.s. i love my parents, and wished i could make daddy smile more.

Posted at 07:32 pm by -sulynn-


	Hoi October 22, 2009 11:30 PM PDT some 1 else tell her pls, some 1 random maybe?


	sulynn October 22, 2009 07:14 PM PDT hoi: easy for you to say i deserve it, you're biased! :( heee but thanks dear. being happy! em: how is that deeep!!! dont use me as a procrastinating excuse ok what reflect reflect all. lazy say lazy! :P hahah i think i learnt "dweeb" from cartoon network or sth. how the school bullies always called names like dweebs at nerds and weird ppl. and i'm sure you can do concise posts too! practice makes perfect! ahem start practicing! :P


	Emily T October 22, 2009 01:52 AM PDT "you can have love, you can have sunshine. but what you need most is the heart to soak it all in." omg that phrase there is so incredibly deep! Imma reflect on it now instead of studying! Hehe. Btw, in reference to your reply comment in the previous post: you DON'T write funny babe. I had to dictionary search the word "dweeb" okay! Haha. Love how you always manage to sum all your emotions into a concise blogpost lor. I can never do that!


	Hoi October 21, 2009 10:36 PM PDT you deserve it and so much more. You need to stop feeling like ure not good enough... and sometimes one might deserve it more than the other person but it doesnt mean the other person doesnt deserve it as well. Not implying that some 1 deserves it more than u la hehe just saying and u just need to just take it in and be happy!

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