can i say i'm dissapointed when historical behavior shows i'll eventually fall into that lousy cycle of procrastination-> panic-> stress -> sleep -> procrastination etc.? i keep telling myself i'll kick this procrastination in the shin and show who's boss, but once again i fall into this familiar mess. :( it's as if my body wont know how to function otherwise!

ah well. may as well fulfill my exam-blogging quota and not kid myself into believing this time, i'll be able to stay off blabbering gibberish for your viewing pleasure.

i actually need to rant. like fullout SHOUT rant rant. but i just spent a whole 3.5hours doing necessary nonsense (oxymoron at its best heh), another 1.5hour trying to calm myself down, so revisiting those emotions will just render that past 5 hours worthless. not like it was of any worth in the first place. argh. *deep breaths* but seriously, O body, mind and soul of mine, why so serrrriouusss?

someone's gotta tell me i need to let the world swivel (out of control, methinks) by its own. que sera, sera.

heck it i'll just post up some random pics (then STUDY!!)



stolen from janice's fb album. guess where we were!! (no, we were not dressed as creepy deranged mermaids who eat your toes up once we seduce you into the hot tub with us for halloween)

see! no fins! human beings! in peninsula hot springs on a pretty spontaneous road trip. so spontaneous that we came unprepared for extra clothings and was contemplating skinny dipping (heh kidding! onlookers might die of fright of 3 asian fat dumplings bobbing around nude in the springs). so we bought bikinis from a surf place outlet nearby, some dodgy 10 minutes away.

prior to that we were feasting our eyes with beautiful beautiful tulips at the tulip festival!

at the 4some birthday bash which i, the supposedly celebrated girl (the 3 kings: kit, daniel & eujinn) of the event remained thankfully sober (my legitimate excuse of the night: i refuse to go to work with a hangover!!)

isnt october full of birthdays?

like mine! oh i love happy mail <3

from the girls <3 its funny how friendship can blossom into something so beautiful and precious in the short span of months! i get withdrawal symptoms if i dont get my weekly sessions! thankyou ping, em, janice and kaye for the presents!

pre-party calamity. haih. serves me right to always be rushing when i'm getting ready! but fret no more cos the girls bought me a new one!! *points picture above!* :)